Memorial Day, 2021. Just in case you wonder where a man like I come from, willing as I am to go after and prevail in getting your stinking attention, and to take it from there in whatever manner I deem necessary.   Pervaiz Ahkter, Cory Nelson, Steven Dingle, Donna Noriega, etc. etc. and those still involved in all that goes on inside the fence lines of the Arizona State Hospital- that's you Aaron Bowen- or having any association to the operation of ASH0- that's you Cara Christ- and all the other scum between your toes. This is where I come from, this is who I am. 

Paolo Jack Reed.
Founder.

For the fact is, my old man had more character in his little finger than any of you people have in general. Sure, we all have our faults, but nothing so much as approaching your shit has ever arisen in my life, my family history, and on that list goes. 

Commander Jackson Reed Pickens.
30 full years. 
Serving on behalf of,
in the interest of real Americans.
Born on the Chickasaw reservation,
that's what it is to be a real American. 
AAA baseball player and star athlete
at the Naval Academy at Annapolis,
That's what it is to have strength. 
Men and women like myself
Are made of these things.
Men and women like me
have never allowed for people like you
to get away with all that you are, 
all that you do.

                                     

UNADULTERATED FACT: Less than five days after I was admitted to the Arizona State Hospital, on January 11, 2011, my first attending primary care provider, Dr. Laxman Patel, stated verbatim, when I sought merely to compel his Punjabi ass to do the right thing: "This is the state hospital. What do you expect?" And as time played out, me refusing to stand idly be when I knew of your willingness to flaunt all elements of your given responsibilities and obligations as per the public trust, Patel took it up a notch, beginning with telling me, "Do not not concern yourself with the treatment of other patients. You need to focus on your own.", shortly after which he sought to discharge me, stating as he did and again verbatim, "This is not the right hospital for you.", only to find that that wasn't about to happen and thus telling me "You need to ask for someone to treat out at this point", only to find that as something beyond his lame ass authority.... All of it. I know that I scared you some, Patel, to be exposed for your shit.

MORE UNDULTERATED FACT: After Patel got away with getting me out his  client base there at ASH, I was cursed with an even worse primary attending provider, Dr. Perviaz Ahkter. And then, of course, Akhter was asl just as afraid as Patel was. So, on point with cowards in any sort of authority, Akhter chose to be complicit in what amounted to highly unlawful retaliation, choosing he did to go along with former since fired Cory Nelson and known sexual predator Steven Dingle, trying  to spook me into submission by moving me from the unit where I had been assigned based on my own diagnosis- and violating your own fucking protocol in doing that- and onto a unit violent enough to put my very life and limb at far more risk of harm than I deserved. Fuckers. Didn't quite work out, did it?

In summer, 2011, Pervaiz Ahkter, in all of his Pakistani arrogance, felt the need to ask me "Just who do you think you are?", prefacing that attitude on I being affected my mental illness. Likewise, there are number of others who ask that same question today, and in all honesty, did so long before I had to encounter your kind. This is a we thing, in other words. For each and every act of utter bullshit that you and your kind try to get away with, your own perverted lack of ethos and utter inability to do you jobs in accordance to the established standards of care that allow you to even work in a place like the state hospital.

I'm a part of the puzzle, you may as well as understand that. It is nothing more that my very real family heritage that most gives me the strength to look your kind in the eye and say, "Not on my watch."

Pervaiz Ahkter
Pakistani piece of dirt
once there on the sole of my shoes
now working somewhere else.
You got lucky.  

In all truth, I was struck in my own right, having to ask myself pretty early on, "Where in the hell do these kind of people come from?" Ironic, indeed. And it did come to me, not too long later. "They come from places like India, and Pakistan, and the Phillipines. They come from places where democracy and human rights are virtually absent, that's where the hell they come from." Now, it need be said that I have good friends from such places, and you know what? They are nothing like you are today, hell I doubt they were ever like you. It's people like you who need to be sent right back where you came from, and that's the American way. Fact is, you Rat Bastards, my own father actually served in the interest of America, and he got there through one hell of a lot more sweat and effort than any of you scum. No one thing could be more evident. You come here to my home country, bringing the same level of ineptitide and abject ignorance in your home nations, well, about all I can say is that you done fucked up some.

And while that may stand as some sort of excuse, to come from somewhere else where folks not aligned with democracy come from, how it can be that the rest of you, you who were raised as I was in the United States, could ever be too shortsighted to understand such things? Fact is, Bowen and Christ, Dingle, you have all had ample opportunity to know better. All of your shit is your now fucking fault, and none of you have any real excuse when it comes the degree of inhumane events and incidents and all the rest there inside the fence lines of ASH.

Dr. Cara Christ 
So called doctor
So called American
Patent bureaucrat
Nothing more. 

No aspect of anything I have included in this blog arose of anything other then the truth. In fact, there were one or two well intentioned security gaurds who I had the distinct privilege of basically befriending, who knew just as well I about your bottom feeding ways, and one of those men used to declare almost every time I ran into him out on the grounds:

                                   Speak to the truth!

And go figure. This is a man who served in the US military. He knew a lot more about what it means to have actual character than any of you still employed by ADHS, as well as those of you who were terminated in 2015. This is the real world, this is what matters. Not you, not your kind.

I'll just add. You, Dr. Christ, look one hell of lot less innocent today than you did out the outset of your time with ADHS. So ask yourself, woman: Has it really been worth it?

Your's truly.
2013
I will never stop
looking over my shoulder
towards people like you
be it in the swamps where your kind emerge from 
be it the safe haven you function from.

In Closing: My only intent herein is to make your day as uncomfortable as I can. So, Dingle, Bowen, Christ, have a fucking uncomfortable day, and share that with each and every one like you.

paoloreed@gmail.com 

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