Wednesday, July 6, 2016

First Article As Written. April 02, 2012, Flagstaff, AZ.



Pervaiz Akhter. Punjab, Pakistan.
Primary attending ASH psychiatrist.
1996-2015


PJ Reed. Flagstaff, AZ.
April, 2012.
The Arizona State
Hospital and
Patient Abuse.

(As written. Typos included.)






Hello. My name is PJ Reed. April 2, 2012.

paoloreed@gmail.com
  
I have little to fall upon in trying to introduce this blog beyond my immediate past history. But I will state here and now, that this is about the radically dismal state of affairs at the Arizona State Hospital, where doctors, nurses and technicians alike act in unison on a daily basis in abusing the fundamental human rights of patients in a manner and to a degree that is undeniably beyond acceptability in this day in age; and Hospital administrators, as well as Arizona Department of Health Services representatives go out of their way to both distort the truth about this matter as well as effectively condone the misconduct via their egregious unwillingness to do anything about it. I very recently discharged from the Arizona State Hospital (ASH), and I attest to these things. My accounting of my experiences while at ASH is drawn from pure and straight forward, simple fact(s), and I am willing to publicize the very most private aspects of my life story as it stands today simply because the patient abuse at ASH has to stop. ASH administrative officers and clinical staff are currently working in clear complicity with state officials in order to allow ASH to operate at a level of sub-standard mental health care, and they are getting away with it. Somebody has to do something about it, bottom line, and this single reality is what compels me today to introduce this blog to the publics' eye.    

                       My story in relation to ASH began as follows:

Tuscon Mountains, Pima County, AZ

In May, 2010, I awoke at approximately 9:30 a.m. from my fourth attempt to commit suicide on a hillside overlooking the west side of Tucson, Arizona. The early summer sun already had the temperature somewhere in the high 90s. I was dehydrated and extremely tired after having ingested a full bottle of Ibuprofen and three full 40 oz. bottles of cheap, high octane beer. I had about $13 in my pocket; and I had to make a choice of whether or not to walk back down into the city and re-up on my supplies in order to give it one last go (knowing for the first time that I should definitely should have purchased and used Tylenol PM, rather than trying to get a good deal by purchasing Ibuprofen, which had been on sale the previous day...Idiot!), or to go about looking into other options given my very limited circumstances. I had left all of my belongings behind (but for one large backpack of clothing that was stolen from me approximately 36 hours before by two guys at a bus stop), and beyond the dust in my nostrils and hair, I had only the clothing on my back, in essence. 

As I walked out of the cactus and brush filled desert hills, I was sick with dehydration and general weariness caused by the effect(s) of overdose; and it occurred to me that were I to re-up on my basic supplies, with the idea of another attempt in mind, I would have to turn right around and hoof it back up into the mountains, with the attendant realization to I simply wasn't up to it. So I pondered that option, and as I did, my thoughts were drawn to a conversation I had with a man in a bar, perhaps 6 weeks prior. It was, at the time, my favorite bar, and this man- a stranger- was at least 15 years older than I, an obvious long time alcoholic who had likely been well 'round the mountain and back in his own personal life. Over our beers, I informed the man that I was contemplating suicide, a statement I was willing to make because I sensed that he and I shared the same open-mindedness in terms of matters relating to life and death, a maturity of sorts that comes with the disease known as chronic alcoholism. And as expected, my drinking partner that day barely flinched when I told him this; after a moment of basic silence, he did ask, however, if I had ever sought professional help, in any capacity. 

And while I had done that, in a fashion, on at least 3 occasions in my recent history, I realized while pondering my options in early May, 2012, that I had never sought such help in anything resembling sincere desire; instead, I had taken myself to hospital ERs while drunkenly awash in suicidal ideation, and therein admitted to staff that I was thinking these things; but each time, as soon as I sobered up, I decided I did need to be there. At which point I would leave, and before long fall back into my willful desire to die. Walking down from the hills that day, it occurred to me that perhaps I should heed that good man's most basic feedback, and at least try to do so in reasonably good fashion. Once I entered that process in good faith on my own part, and maintained my openness to the best of my ability with my Tucson area caregivers, I came to learn that I was needful and deserving of far more than I had ever comprehended, and made the decision to stick it out; knowing that I could, at virtually anytime, request to be discharged, and go back to my original intentions. And that was the beginning of 21 full months of hospitalization.


The reasonable treatment and related moral support offered me in those Tucson area mental heath facilities afforded me the associated willingness to trust my doctors, and as the possibility of referral and admission to the Arizona State Hospital became a reality, I made the very difficult decision to cooperate to the best of my ability. But I had no idea of what I was getting into.     

"SUBSTANDARD MEDICAL-MENTAL HEALTH CARE AS A MATTER OF STANDARD PRACTICE.
 AND THEY ARE GETTING AWAY WITH IT!"
(Verbatim journal note, March 18, 2011.)

For I learned within a very short time following my admission to ASH, that patients there are routinely abused as a matter of standard practice, and it wasn't long before the abuse fell directly upon me. My story is one which I hope will expose the atrocious wrongdoing that occurs at ASH in a meaningful way, and I intend to share all aspects of my own experiences, including details relating to an ongoing legal process of investigation brought about by my efforts while still at ASH to establish meaningful oversight and accountability specific not only to abuse that I suffered, but also in terms of the Hospital's willingness to carry on its daily operations in direct defiance of common codes of decency and medical ethics.  ch, ASH is a public (health care) entity under federal and state law, and is subject to the principles and provisions of The Americans With Disabilities Act (ADA), The Hospital Information Portability and Protection Act (HIPPA), along with numerous other well established codes of standard and practice. I mention these specific legal standards because as a patient, client/consumer, and human being, I fully expected nothing more or less than reasonable medical care when I came to accept the idea that ASH was the place for me to be as a person affected by a serious mental illness, needing as I did then, formal in-patient care and treatment consistent with what mental health care facilities are obligated to offer as per well established codes of practice and administrative operation.

A bit more history.


As stated already, immediately after that May, 2010 suicide attempt, I spent close to 8 months of treatment at several well operated short term facilities in Tucson; at which time I was then referred to Arizona's sole long term public mental hospital, The Arizona State Hospital. This reference was negotiated via a cooperative civil commitment that I agreed to after long and thoughtful conferencing on the matter with the good doctors at the University of Arizona Medical Center South Campus (formerly Kino-UPH Hospital). It need be said that those first eight months of treatment in Tucson area facilities was not always pleasant, nor free of shortfalls specific to issues that relate to my feelings about The Arizona State Hospital. But this is to be expected, in certain terms, for no residential mental health facility is entirely free of conflict, including in terms of staff behavior and possible misconduct. But I also attest to the fact that at ASH, I encountered conditions so dismally below par in terms of my well learned understand of established health care standards, that there is no comparison, in fact. Going from the the Tucson area hospitals to Arizona's sole long term public mental hospital (ASH, in Phoenix) was very akin leaving the contemporary society that I had lived in for the prior 49 years of my life, and entering a realm inhabited by authorities who exhibit little to no understanding of health care ethics, state/federal law and policy, or commonly recognized civility. 

At the time of my admission to ASH, I was experiencing chronic and ongoing suicidal ideation(s) in direct association with my primary diagnosis of major depression, and as stated above, it was only through a process of mutual trust and good faith planning that any member of my Tucson treatment planning team (including myself) came to consider sending me to ASH with my mental health care needs in mind. I approached the whole concept with an understandable air of trepidation and concern over the conditions at ASH, simply because it is a full blown insane asylum, and I had never personally undergone any sort of planned long term treatment in such a setting (my first meeting of any kind with a psychiatrist occurred in spring, 2010). None of us imagined the sorts of things that I would come to experience at ASH, and I owe my care givers in Tucson nothing short of absolute appreciation, because it is the covert malfeasance of ASH clinicians and administrators that are of issue in this story, and not the well founded expectations of my Tucson doctors, who reasonably presumed that ASH was up to the task of functioning in a manner consistent with the functions of any modern hospital.   

Indeed, none of us could have imagined that over a period 13 months I would come to witness and experience systematic and overtly sanctioned abuse that would, in time, lead me to become an inadvertently dedicated advocate for the rights and wellbeing of all persons associated with ASH, from the patients and their families, as well to the many good people who do, in fact, work at ASH. As stated already, patient abuse at the Arizona State hospital has to stop, and something has to be done to bring this about. This is the purpose of my blog, and I invite anybody of like mind to come aboard, for I can certainly use the support. None of the accounts that I intend to report in this blog are of bad faith intent, and all/any data that I include is factual and truthful to the best of my knowledge.

(April 02, 2012)

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2016 UPDATE: The above is as a matter of fact the first article produced and published by me since I was discharged from ASH, as written, including typos. Hopefully, the product itself is at least a bit more polished today, thanks in no small part to assistance from a small handful of equally dedicated individuals. But over coffee recently, as the ongoing production of my manuscript (book) advances, me and my pals decided it might be a prime time to share this first article yet again. Why?

SUBSTANDARD MEDICAL-MENTAL HEALTH CARE AS A MATTER OF STANDARD PRACTICE.

AND THEY ARE STILL GETTING AWAY WITH IT.

Since the April 02, 2012, inception of this blog, PJ Reed The Arizona State Hospital and Patient Abuse, we the staff have published 456 online articles specific to the grossly substandard care practices and conditions at Arizona'a sole long term public mental health facility. Since that date, over 100,000 dedicated reader visits have occurred (defined as lasting more then 12 minutes per visit, enough time to read every new article, in essence), the bulk of which only arose after the blog's first 18 months of life, and a number which is still growing at a rate of approximately five hundred per month. But, as our most recent articles illustrate, published in cooperation with the investigative staff of the Phoenix area's ABC news affiliate, ABC Ch15 (KNVX), the current administrators of the ASH operation are yet to bring about meaningful reform, most markedly with respect for the fact that the Hospital is still employing any number of medical and other like staff who are 100% complicit in allowing the presence of patient abuse at ASH to occur. Likewise, I am fully aware that in the AHDS/BHS construct, with specific regard for the ADHS Office of Grievances and Appeals, there are still no less then five highly entrusted officials directly involved in failing to meet their given responsibilities circa 2010-2015 working for that office.  This, despite the associated fact that in spring, 2015, at least seven individuals directly associated with the operation of ASH were summarily fired- including two former ASH CEO's, and one staff attorney from ADHS- an event that only occurred following the hasty resignation of the then Director of ADHS, Will Humble, and the appointment by AZ Governor Doug Ducey of the current ADHS Director, Dr. Cara Christ. 

I must admit in hindsight, that for a moment there, I was willing believe that these developments stood as reasonable evidence to the effect that the issues most at stake at ASH were going to be meaningfully addressed, and that the rampant presence of patient abuse at ASH would be eliminated once and for all. Effectively the same mistake I made when I approached my first ASH physician, Dr. Laxman Patel, in the hope that he would meet his obligation(s) to ensure that such issues would not be permitted or otherwise condoned.

But I know better today. For one thing, the legal process circa 2012-2013 mentioned in my original April 2, 2012, article (above), led to absolutely nowhere in terms of bringing about due attention to the now proven/blatantly unlawful misconduct of ASH administrators; via that process, I came to understand that the entire system, including the role that the Arizona Administrative Court(s) plays in relation to the rights of consumers seeking services from ADHS/BHS, is broken. Indeed, this specific venue is nothing more then a puppet court, wherein the Arizona office of the Attorney General ("AG")- which formally represents the interests of the ASH operation and other like public agencies- has more authority then the Administrative Court itself. Ergo, every time I appeared as a plaintiff seeking nothing more then equitable justice as per procedure at the level of state and federal law, and related constitutional rights (due process, for example), the actual "judges" who sat in the five hearings that I requested in that venue were unable and unwilling to acknowledge any element of my formal statements about the misconduct of ASH's assigned legal counsel, Joel Rudd, who is in fact an acting staff member of the Office of Arizona Attorney General. In each of the these "case proceedings", Rudd  was permitted to engage in abject misconduct as a licensed attorney, exercising distinctly obvious abuse of the legal process in that realm of consumer interests, but when I attempted to compel the assigned "judges" to address this attorney's misconduct, they ALL refused on the basis of the above described authority of the AG. As a former legal professional in my own right, I was nothing less then shocked- even disgusted- by what I experienced each and every time I took my concerns to this court. Because of the basic fact that ASH as an entity has severely disproportionate power over anyone who seeks relief via this court, my good faith attempts to report the substandard care practices and conditions at ASH through the state of Arizona's formal administrative legal system were literally disregarded; representing just one more version of systematic censorship that I contend has allowed ASH to function in gross defiance of law and policy, to the direct detriment of the consumer/client/patients at ASH across the board.    


Likewise, I now (2016) recognize the fact that the above described firings of seven individuals working for ADHS/BHS amounts to little more then scapegoating. I have learned this and other things the hard way, through thirteen long months of torment as an ASH patient and over five years of producing data that I compiled while there in this blog, that the primary reason for the ongoing substandard care practices and conditions at ASH has everything to do with the hyper-dysfunctional bureaucracy in the ADHS/BHS construct. Due to a trickle-down effect of this dysfunction, which  lands squarely on the heads of the ASH patient community across the board, some proportion of ASH staff- including still employed primary care ASH physicians who I attest to having willfully turned a blind eye to the presence of patient abuse when I was there- are even today engaging in abject dereliction of duty as "practicing" doctors at ASH. They, all of them, need to go. 

These issues extend from top to bottom with respect to ASH staff in general, and the described role that ADHS/BHS plays in furthering the situation; and they are are occurring with the full support of at least one employee of the Arizona Office the Attorney General, Joel Rudd, who has been ASH's primary legal counsel for over two full decades. 

The barebones fact remains. I have done far more then my share of work in granting persons such as Dr. Cara Christ  an easy avenue by which to begin a legitimate process of reform when it comes to cleaning ASH up. I have, in fact said it before: Until someone in the highest offices of the ADHS/BHS construct has the proverbial balls to thoroughly do the right thing, in cooperation with the Attorney General himself (who needs to prosecute Joel Rudd as a first thing), there is little hope of ensuring that the stake holding client-consumer/patients at ASH are being provided with a requisite level of medical care and related services.

But that has not happened. Neither the new blood in ADHS or at the helm of the Hospital itself (current ASH CEO Dr. Aaron Bloom in particular) have taken action with respect for the fact ASH that physicians  (including and especially longtime ASH Chief Medical Officer Dr. Steven Dingle) were centrally involved in each and every scandal now known to have occurred, this in spite of the plain fact that these doctors are required as per their licensure- and the Hippocratic Oath- to ensure that their given patients are not denied optimum care and treatment across the board. Basic decency aside, these licensed practitioners also bear the legal obligation to respond to any concerns about abuse and other like issues that their given ASH patients bring to them, representing in no uncertain terms the first step in the given food chain when it comes to expressing such concerns, this as per Hospital and ADHS protocol (The ASH patient handbook circa 2011 states "Patients are advised to take any concerns about their provided care at ASH to their treatment team, beginning with their assigned primary psychiatrist.").  

Based on these facts, law and policy demands that each and every ASH physician working at ASH over the last 5-6 years be held accountable for the simple fact that they too refused to do their part in fulfilling their responsibilities, which 100% represents the ongoing substandard care practices at ASH. Anything less is an abject dereliction of duty under the terms of the public trust, for if the ASH doctors are openly willing to ignore staff misconduct and associated patient abuse, what is to deter lower ranking ASH from engaging in such misbehavior?  

The record also proves that longtime ASH legal counsel Joel Rudd (who is in fact an employee of the Arizona Office of the Attorney General) has  directly participated in furthering the unlawful misconduct of ASH administrators for over twenty full years.  This particular Rat Bastard has always been at the table when administrative decisions at ASH have been determined, including but far from limited to the criminal coverup of the 2011 Jesus Murietta escape and the consequent death of an Arizona citizen who had no relationship to the Hospital beyond the coverup itself. April Mott's tragic death only occurred due to the role that each and every one of these people played in that coverup. But even the Attorney General himself (Mark Brnovich) has failed to address the fact that one of his staff is deeply involved in now proven unlawfulness of the ASH operation across the board.

It is that simple. It is that bad. I see this, I attest to it, and I refuse to relent.  
  

CONCLUSION: It will require the authority of federal agencies such as the Department of Justice (who oversee the Americans With Disabilities Act- all ASH patients are disabled under federal law) and the Department of Health and Human Services, if we are ever going to see an eradication of the substandard care practices and conditions at ASH  once and for all. Likewise, as a matter of simple deterrence on behalf of the ASH patients, only direct oversight and full accountability applied to each and every individual even remotely involved in the now proven history in this matter will suffice, as per the strict letter of state and federal law.

Until next time, then. 

paoloreed@gmail.com

Monday, July 4, 2016

Elie Weisel. September 30, 1928-July 02, 2016. A comparative look at the difference between one simple man of character (in fact), and persons so graphically sick to the soul that I am hesitant to even use the man's name in a piece designed to expose them for who they are. Persons in power- that is- at ASH and in ADHS/BHS, who opt instead to abuse/neglect their status in order to further the hardships of persons of lesser status, despite the opportunity to simply do the right thing.





"I swore never to be silent whenever and wherever human beings endure suffering and humiliation. We must always take sides. Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented." 
(Elie Weisel. The Nobel Peace Prize speech, 1986)      
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Pervaiz Akhter
Primary ASH psychiatrist
1996-2015
It may seem an exaggeration, but allow this posting to stand as one more direct message to the persons responsible for ensuring that the highly vulnerable client-consumers (current/future patients) deserving of humane treatment at The Arizona State Hospital are no longer abused, neglected, or otherwise not in fact provided with optimum medical services. As per the letter of law and policy, be it at the state, federal, or international level of standard.

Ideally, a mere glance at Elie Weisel's character not as a hero, but rather as a human being, will serve to raise awareness with respect to what it means to do the right thing, whether one be in a position of public service, health care, human interest, authority, or anything else of common activity, right on down to the grass root level of one on one human interaction in any given situation.

Likewise, with respect for the objective(s) of the staff of PJ Reed The Arizona State Hospital and Patient Abuse, whether that be to inform the greater public, the world in itself, or- conversely- the lower ranking staff at ASH itself and their given superiors in the Hospital and beyond in the ADHS construct, of how disturbingly inhumane it is to in any way further the historically unjust mistreatment of vulnerable members of the human community. Underlying all elements of public health care, there exists a basic obligation to provide nothing short of optimum service.

And the fact is, in my learned experience, the farther up the food chain you go in any contemporary public health care system, the more this simple obligation exists. But it is always there. This mere obligation to be human/humane, to be civil, to be lawful, to be a positively contributing member of society and culture. Be it in the case of the ASH technician (ala' Aldo and company), the ASH nurse (ala' the two Peggies and current Chief Nursing Officer Debra Taylor, etc.),  the ASH physician (and here the lists grows, ala' Steven Dingle, Laxman Patel, Pervaiz Ahkter, Ruby Rosa-Roxas, Sylvia Dy,  etc.), the ASH administrator (ala' Chief Executive Officer Dr. Aaron Bowen, Chief Operating Officer Ryan Hoffmeyer, Chief Quality Officer Tiffany Williams, Patient Ombudsperson Alisa Martinez and their given predecessors Cory Nelson, Donna Noriega, Jennifer Alewelt, etc.) and their immediate superiors in the ADHS construct, namely, Director Dr. Cara Christ. All of you share this common responsibility, not in a context specific or limited to your given job descriptions, goddammit! Here, we are talking about your most fundamental morality and sense of ethics. Not just as Americans, but as persons granted the express privilege of overseeing the care needs of highly vulnerable and at-risk persons.

Do you bring everything you could bring 
                                                                         to your table?
Do you leave everything on the floor
                                                                  when you play your game?
Do you go above and beyond 
                                                      your goddamn job description?
Or are oh-so pure  
                                  in your own self deception?

I can only guess that some of you (above) believe in a religious doctrine and/or exercise a related faith of some kind or another. If so, I only hope you are willing and able to consider the given implications. Because I sure wouldn't want to have to face my god were I a person willing to ignore this specific area of fundamental decency. As so many of the ones I had to deal with as an ASH patient were willing to do.

At a minimum, you should- all of you- be ashamed.
Put that in your pipe and smoke it.

And while I would never leave ASH's long time legal counsel, Joel "Angel of Darkness-the Mortician", entirely out of the mix, I basically feel his stinking name is hardly worth mentioning. For I highly doubt the man is even capable of shame, given my awareness that he is deeply lacking in anything resembling a sense of conscience, much less what it takes to be an attorney of reasonable character. The fact is, Rudd will get his just due, one way or the other. I will see to that.


The author, PJ Reed.
Caddo Parish, LA
Summer, 2012.
But your faith or whatever aside, while you are still here on this earth, I promise you that there's plenty of energy/attention already directed at your behavior and conduct.  And I am one part of this.

Be it the suffering and humiliation that I had to deal with as an ASH patient circa 2011-2012, or that of my peers, persons affected as I am by serious mental illness, at ASH (and beyond). Or the blatantly obvious deceptions that ADHS/BHS officials spew to the public in order to maintain the archaic status quo at ASH, to the detriment of each and every person in any way associated with the care needs and rights of ASH patients (family, loved ones, and even the public in the worst of circumstances [the 2011 death of April Mott, for example]). Or the ongoing public discrimination against persons so affected, all of which which definitely further the presence of grossly substandard medical practices in public mental hospitals such ASH. Or the unwillingness of most ASH staff to take a stand and do the right thing  while they can, which is equally furthered by the associated willingness of Hospital and State officials to pose threat to the job security of such staff should they in any way make waves. It really doesn't matter.

The fact is:

The author, PJ Reed.
Dallas, TX.
Fall, 2012.
No matter how long it takes, I will maintain my vigilance on behalf of the patient community at ASH, as it stands today and has stood for the last 5 years. Because it is the right thing to do. My effort today extends not only to ensuring in my own right that the overall conditions throughout the entirety of the ASH facility are brought up to standard, but also in terms of doing everything I can to see that persons directly involved or complicit in the ongoing substandard care practices at ASH are brought to full accountability. As per the letter law and policy, be it at the state, federal, or international level. The point being to bring about reasonably humane parity with respect for the still widening gulf between state authorized persons in power and vulnerable persons forced to live under their shadow.

Be it persons affected by serious mental illness, the at-risk elderly, or at-risk and vulnerable children. Etc.

At a minimum, as illustrated to date by the presence of my writing (which in short time drew the attention of the Phoenix area's ABC news affiliate ABC Ch15, and other like sources of remedial impact),  I will make each and every one of your ugly names public, because I know as well as you, that with respect for your conduct when you are on the clock, you have no privacy protections. And you sure can't sue me- or you would have long ago, but go ahead and try!- or anyone else associated with the production of PJ Reed The Arizona State Hospital and Patient Abuse, because you know damn well that everything we've brought out the of dark ( in defiance of "What happens at ASH stays at ASH") and into light ("Hello. My name is PJ Reed." April 2, 2012) is factual and true.

It is not and has never been my primary choice to take such a route in cleaning this crap up. The fact is, I initiated my first simple effort to report patient abuse at ASH in my 2nd week as a client-consumer there (patient) there; and it was my first (of four in thirteen months!) primary care physician, Dr. Laxman Patel, who compelled me to go beyond good faith protocol at that time, by resonding to me verbatim: "What do you expect? This is the state hospital... Do you believe you can change the system?". Likewise, I can only characterize my earliest motivation as being further fueled by the next doctor I was panned off to, Dr. Pervaiz Akhter , when he sneered at me down his Pakistani nose and stated "You can't do anything about it. Who do you think you are!"

Therein and regrettably, due to the reality of it all, I have been forced to take take whatever measures I have to in order to preserve the deserved interests of the ASH patient community. Of which I was one, for near-precisely thirteen long months, during that period time when a far too limited number of persons now known to have been engaged in exercising grossly unlawful misconduct were yet to be openly exposed- and subsequently fired- via this blog and the concerns of other concerned citizens. 

FACT: As an ASH patient,  I submitted no less then fourteen well drafted, civil and as per protocol grievance documents to ASH and ADHS/BHS officials describing in detail the violations of law and policy that I knew of via very real first person experience (as in victimized!); documents that granted these people- most of whom are still employed in the ADHS/BHS construct- an easy opportunity to meet their most obvious responsibilities, which literally would have saved the lives of at least two people, and not to mention would have prevented a radical amount of on-site patient abuse. But no matter what I did while there at ASH in this context, no aspect of my concerns were so much as acknowledged outside of consistent denials and other similar rebuffs, much less honored, respected or otherwise given the merit that the voices of ASH patients across the board are deserving of. This pattern of rejection and denial occurred at the Hospital as well in the ADHS Office of Grievances and Appeals, the staff of which repeatedly violated a variety of applicable laws dictated in the Arizona Administrative Code. These procedural violations serve as only one more graphic illustration of the ineptitude in the ADHS construct that directly contributes to the substandard conditions at ASH- including patient abuse in itself- and are a central part of my record and data today, documented in detail via standard formwork specific to each on of the aforementioned grievance and related appeal(s) documents.

So in defiance of the attempt of ASH administrators and medical staff to thwart my good faith desire to see that patient abuse at ASH would be addressed and brought to an end once and for all, I decided to let them have it.

Indeed, you people asked for it. All of it. And you are still asking for it. As exemplified by current ADHS Director (hired in March, 2015) Dr. Cara "Tremendously proud!" Christ's obvious intent to continue spewing out the same insulting propaganda that her immediate predecessor, Will "Yea team!!!" Humble, attempted to rely upon in order to further the abjectly substandard care practices and conditions at ASH, circa 2010-2015. This, despite the known fact that the issues most at stake are still occurrent. And yes, to date, Humble has yet to be brought to accountability, in large part because the Rat bastard scurried into the sewer immediately in late February, 2015, only slightly before the hammer came down at ASH late on that spring.

Which has only taught me that much more. Begging the question: 

How long will it be until Dr. Christ hits the bricks?

It's that simple. It's that bad.

That said. 
Carry on with your role as tormentors, 
or whatever other form of
Rat Bastard you may happen to be,  
at your own risk.

Dr. Cara Christ, Director, Arizona Department of Health Services.

Dr. Aaron Bowen, Chief Executive Officer, Arizona State Hospital.

                              Do the right thing. Now.

paoloreed@gmail.com

Sunday, July 3, 2016

Prose. RE: Abusive Staff At The Arizona State Hospital: Heart of Aldo (January 11, 2012).


Pervaiz Akhter
Primary ASH psychiatrist
1996-2016

Dr. Cara Christ, Director, Arizona Department of Health Services.

Dr. Aaron Bowen, Chief Executive Officer, Arizona State Hospital.

Do the right thing. Now.

Heart of Aldo.

Introduction, July 3, 2016.

Highly violent and utterly aberrant responses of most ASH staff to any nature of bump in the road when it comes to patient behavior is as common place at ASH as are various of forms of rattlesnakes in the Arizona desert. Even in reviewing this bit of prose, I am reminiscent as I review my own memories of being an ASH patient, be it when a Palo Verde east charge nurse named Mary Anne literally blew her top (and quite frankly scared the shit out of me) when I made a simple request for my evening medication within 15 minutes of the end of her given shift (alcoholic?!?), or when former ASH security Roger Allen Forney (who is now in prison after second conviction [2012] for child sexual exploitation) and his so-called devout Christian pal Bebe both shifted into threats and outright lying when I once had a very mild conflict with them on the patient "mall" (a pair of perverts?!?). These sorts of incidents arose at any time on a daily basis, on the patient units, in the dining rooms, literally everywhere/anywhere on the Hospital grounds. Indeed, at one point maybe four weeks into my time at ASH, I realized that all I had to in order to document abuse of ASH patients was take a seat at one the "mall" picnic tables and wait. Literally, sit there and wait until something in the context occurred right there in front of me. Day after day, month ofter month, this is what is was like. 

It is that simple, it is that bad. 


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So, this fellow Aldo... Not a bad guy, really, generally congenial, willing to present himself as one we could count on in terms of friendship; and as such, seemingly capable of having compassion, and the requisite qualities that anyone responsible for overseeing the care needs of highly vulnerable adults needs to possess. As I see it, at least.... So, this fellow Aldo... Nice guy, right, until I witnessed literal excitement in the Rat Bastard's eyes when he was effectively "disciplining" one of my patient-peers. My friend Edmond, that is, a younger man, always heavily medicated, anything but dangerous or otherwise of legitimate threat, but yes, at times, a touch out of line (Ed used to drop his pants once in a while, right there amongst us all, and I remember him chuckling whenever he did that, because it was unusual, but also damn funny, in fact. And funny/fun was a rare thing in that hell hole.) I spent a lot of time with Edmond in my 13 long months at ASH, and this is the full extent of whatever misbehavior I observed about his sociopathic nature.

Which therein offers no justification for any ASH staff's highly violent and utterly aberrant response. Bottom line. 

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Heart of Aldo (© PJ Reed 1/11/12)

Oh, to be the aggressive male technician

       six foot plus maybe 215 lbs.
who smiles sickeningly at the audience, laughing
as he pins my friend Edmond face first to the floor,
full weight knee on neck, forearm on head.

He might have once thought about it, 

fantasized about how to acquire 
the chance to physically subdue unruly adults
in a setting where doing so is both safe,
for the most part, as well as sanctioned.

One must really get off on it, if they'd go so far
as to seek work in a rat hole like ASH
in order to get that chance.

Is this, too, an illusion?

Is it a frustrated male ego sort of thing?
Insecurity? Self doubt? 
Or is it simple sadomasochism, 
a state of paraphilia, 
or stiffly suppressed libidinal energy? 

Is Aldo's libidinal energy effectively boxed in

when he is with his wife?

Do men like him reel from the conflict created

through a fusion of destructive energy and libidinal energy?
     Does he, first: Wish to have Edmond as an equal?
     Does he, second: Consider himself either superior or inferior to Edmond?
     Or is he, third: Swayed by aggression and submission in such a way
                             that he wishes for Edmond's destruction and preservation
                             simultaneously? 

Warmly, the smiling hot blooded pig with the face of Adonis 

pins his lover to a floor, 
his semen spreading like hot melting wax between his thighs,
soaking a small patch in the crotch of his designer jeans. 
His dream has come to fruition, he is truly master 
of a ball peen hammer universe,
if only for a few seconds a week, at most- 
     but it is far worth it, worth the boredom and low pay
     and the pasty white latino complexion,
     for he is a master, his slaves are the patients
     and nobody outside of his peers on the job
     need to know a thing about it. 

This may be the only place for him to survive his own need

     to inflict
     to inflict
     to inflict.

(PJ Reed © 01.11.12)


NOTE: This piece was written by me while I a was still an ASH patient, less then 6 weeks before my summary February 21, 2012, discharge from ASH; which occurred as did  every other element of administrative acton that I observed in my 13 long months as an ASH patient: IN GRAPHIC DEFIANCE OF HOSPITAL PROTOCOL AND STATE AND FEDRAL DEFINED LAW.   

It was that bad. 


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Update 2016: So, this fellow Aldo.... Relevant if not at least interesting to note that Aldo was, in this period of time, also training to be a boxer or cage fighter or some such shit ("... to survive his own need to inflict...."?); he used to talk about it with me, this desire to become a legitimate fighter, and I specifically recall telling him "You'll have to lose the baby fat first....", this as a mere joke. Then, later, once I came to know the man better... Yes, excitement, and in fact laughter expressed to the gathering patients who witnessed this particular spectacle. Spurning on, in effect, the potentially aggressive nature of those patients affected by whatever psychotic tendencies they suffer as persons diagnosed with serious mental illness. This is how some proportion of the ASH technician staff are, effectively sado-masocistic in their relationship with arguably problematic patients; and not to mention an equal proportion of ASH security (again I will draw our attention to  Roger Allen Forney, today a twice convicted sexual-child predator, hired to work at ASH, 2010, in graphic defiance of his criminal record); and even in far too many cases, senior nursing staff, who willfully exercise terrifying psychological abuse, especially the scaly war horses who have practiced there "expertise" since the dark days of yesteryear, for some reason even then not willing or able to do the right thing and challenge the presence of abjectly substandard care practices. 

Not that things have changed much, this in the sense that no matter how much "progress" we may have seen over the last X amount of years, ASH and other like state mental facilities are still operating at some degree of substandard health care practices. As a matter of standard practice, such facilities will likely always operate "behind the times" in the context, on the simple basis of ongoing societal discrimination against the persons affected by serious mental illness, 100% consistent with the sordid history of such facilities across the board. Sickening stuff, indeed, and nothing I would wish anybody to have to consider, other- that is- then those persons responsible for ensuring that ASH is operating in a manner consistent specific to established medical ethics, applicable law and policy, and fundamental human decency.

Stop turning a blind eye. 

Dr. Cara Christ, Director, Arizona Department of Health Services.

Dr. Aaron Bowen, Chief Executive Officer, Arizona State Hospital.

And do the right thing. Now.

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Prose: Of Friends In Hell The kindest were the patients, the honesty was founded in the needy, the integrity rested in the eyes of the wounded, and the truth relied upon the presence of evil.
Pervaiz Akhter
Primary ASH psychiatrist
1996-2016
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As always, friends emerge in the strangest of places. This piece is dedicated to Philip, Ruth, Tim, Kenny, Ruby F., Devon, Janice, Josh V., Josh two, William, Jasmine, Joe G., Tyrone, Theo, Clyde, Kris, Melissa A., Edward, Virginia, Lucy, Ken M., Noreen, Iris, Brian one, Brian two, Rodney A., James M., Andy B., Thomas B., Elaine, Thomas two, Talina, Carl, Donny P., William, Michele, Brian, Francesca, the late Chris Blackman*, David A., Constance, Jesus Rincon Murietta**, Wendy, George one, Vince, Mark, Roberts one-three, Steve one, Abigail, David H., Randy, Natalie, Larry, Amber L., Alex, Rich, Janice, Chris T., Jerry, Mr. Director, George two, Steve two, Tim, the late Franky-Mary Adams*, Pete, Edmond L., Larry, Roger B., Cathy, Rich, Mike.... People who touched me so strongly, as being angels somewhat hidden in the closet of their respective mental complications; each of whom, via the influence of stabilizing medications or whatever else was keeping them stable (at times, sometimes oft', sometimes not) within the realm of The Arizona State Hospital, set themselves as far higher beings than the evil mongers who have been granted by their relatively superficial professional qualifications- vs. ethical character- the absolute privilege to impose themselves on the needs of our loved ones. For that's what it is, you know, nothing short of privilege to be allowed by family or morally balanced citizens or state policy or the very air of our planet to share the thoughts and hearts of Arizona's most at risk adults. 

*ABOVE: Both of these individuals died avoidable deaths under very questionable circumstances while hospitalized at ASH. Begging the question: How many more? Before, or to come?
** ABOVE: This young man is now in prison, in relation to the murder of an innocent young woman, due to the criminal ineptitude of ASH administrators. One more bright line illustration of the issues at stake, even today, July 02, 2016, in Arizona's sole long term public mental health facility.


Beth.


The little girl reached for the stick
tangled in the bird's nest
but it struck her instead
and she died of a snake bite:
a copperhead going for the eggs.

                  (from"orchard"  pjreed 1989)

early morning sailors/we came together

they came by day after day
often announced
my welcome was taken for granted
(by me) so I always made my way
into their respective houses
as though we had been there for time
eternal is the strength of pain
and happiness is the price of love
which came to me there
in the strangest of places

but in truth, no farther from home
then the lakes down our hill-
birchwood, mountain, crystal-
any one of the three defining
the trail where we met,
leading to the orchard of my heart.
                                                                                        
                                              (self pjreed 2012)

notes:
   -beth 1993 photo oriole b


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